Learning to love again.

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Dear JRCR.

We talked and I stated my unfriend-ing you on facebook. But it doesn’t mean I don’t care anymore, or I’m bitter about it. I’m seriously happy for you because you found love through your travels. It was just the right thing to do, to give respect to the new people in our lives and to finally let go of our story.

Goodbye to you, THE guy with guitar, THE soccerboy/surferboy who loved gatorade blue as much as I love it, the guy who swept me off my feet with his kidness, honesty, tenacity and acceptance.

I’m happy for you and I’m happy I didn’t break you that much. πŸ™‚

“just a second we’re not broken just bent. we can learn to love again.Its in the stars, its been written in the scars of our hearts. We’re not broken just bent. we can learn to love again.”

Handsome Boy Modeling School Feat Cat Powers: I’ve been thinking

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Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

I’ve been thinking about those things you said
I’ve been thinking about those things we did
I’ve been thinking about those things you do
I’ve been thinking about those things you made me do too

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

I was hypnotized
By your fairy eyes
Like a tiger in the dark
You were hungry from the start

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Diamonds, candy pills
One million dollar bills
You can try
But you can’t buy me, buy me

Diamonds, candy pills
One million dollar bills
You can try
But you can’t buy me

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
Hip hop
And don’t stop
I’ll never be
On my knees

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don’t stop
‘Cause I’ll never be
On my knees

When I saw you on the street
I just had to look away
You were so sweet
Sexy Steez
Lay back relax
Street boy please
Wait a second it’s gonna take awhile

Slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don’t stop
I’ll never be
On my knees

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don’t stop
I’ll never be
On my knees

I’ve been thinking ’bout
Why you act so proud
I’ve been thinking ’bout
What’s this shit about
Am I losin’ control
Am I losin’ my soul
Just tell me am I losin’ you

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Be my boy, be my boy
Be my boy, be my boy

Diamonds, candy pills
One million dollar bills
You can try
But you can’t buy me

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don’t stop
‘Cause I’ll never be
On my knees

You can slide slide
Slippity slide
You can hip hop
And don’t stop
‘Cause I’ll never be
On my knees

I’ve been thinking ’bout
I’ve been thinking about
I’ve been thinking ’bout
I’ve been thinking about
Losing you

>> This song was posted on my Facebook wall 2 weeks late. This song is really for the green eyed dude who got me so infatuated with his good looks, cool accent and hot body. But it’s over now. SO OVER. No regrets there/ <<